i just wanna say that i love you guys and thank you for being supportive and sending me kind messages because my anxiety (GAD) has peaked to a point where it is hard to function outside of some specific comfort zones (like my bed, and tyler’s bed…and…that’s it, basically). i am a mess lately, and am trying to stay focused on what is important - finishing my last year of my undergrad and making an effort where it really matters to me (ie. volunteering at the sexual assault centre and now at the women’s issues network on campus). whereas i used to find refuge in tumblr, i now blog from behind my hands (like i’m watching a scary movie). i know it’s a combination of a lot of things and hopefully it will pass like other times in my life that i have been plagued by anxiety attacks, but i really do appreciate knowing that not all of you have condemned me to a special place in hell for making mistakes which i will never deny making. i am human, and i have fucked up. on more than one occasion. but more importantly i have learned from my fuck-ups and i think i am a better person because of them. i would never encourage anyone to be like me, only to be themselves and to learn from the people around them who are willing to correct them in such a way that is genuinely helpful. so thank you for being that for me, and for allowing me to change and grow and accepting that i will always have more growing to do. and i am sorry if i have hurt anyone along the way, i truly truly truly truly am.